I think what you need to accept (sooner or later) in life is that ability rules over everything else. You come out on top when you can do something, well. Put aside how educated you think you are because education can only plan & describe a house but ability builds it is. When are you going to carve yourself into a winning machine that you know you should be to survive in this life. The only person you ever really compete with is yourself, the world is too small and restricted for you to care about what another person is doing with their ability.
TRAIN YOUR MIND TO BE SHARP. TRAIN YOUR BODY TO BE READY. CARVE YOUR ABILITY TO PURSUE AND ACHIEVE. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE - DON’T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE